Tuesday, April 28, 2009
There's a lot of uncertainty in my life right now. My husband works four hours away from me in Maine and I don't know when I am going to be able to live with him full-time again. I also don't know where we'll be living when we are back together full-time. I'm in a holding pattern here. Sometimes I think I use the fact that there is so much uncertainty right now as an excuse to do anything. I'm working really hard to lose weight and be healthy, but I am not doing anything to help my social life or to figure out what I want to do with my life. I don't really have many friends here so during the week I am all by myself. My social interactions consist of chatting with people on my walks and small talk before yoga, at knitting and at Weight Watchers. I think I'm ready for a do-over.